FRUSTRATIONS
4:42 AM |
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FRUSTRATIONS. FRUSTRATIONS. FRUSTRATIONS.
Anung gagawain mo sa mga ito?
..and I'm unli again. why? because I got no change for my fare kanina. amp! soo much for abstinence. I want sana to be disconnected 24 ever this may. :)) but ohwell.
ETO pang grade school tula.
nagkukunwari lang eh.
hehe :D
Sa aking pananahimik.
Marami akong naisip.
mga bagay na pilit linilimot
sapagkat wala ng magagawa
hindi na mapipilit pa
Ito'y mga pangarap
na muntikan na'y naabot
ng isang batang nasubukan
haaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyy.. dont have the patience now and the creative juices that should come along.
say it right out na lang. hehe
so yun nga.
nagmumuni-muni ako for the past days..
then my dreams before struck me.
Yung mga "I chould have been... but I chose this... so... cant do it anymore.."
Una.
sana sa PisCi.
pero masyado pa raw akong bata para malayo sa parents.
ANDYAN na eh. PWEDE. pero ayun sa hometown science highschool na lang. :(
*pero hindi ko naman masyadong nireregret toh. haha
Pangalawa.
SPA Theatre/Vocals sana.
Pero ayun kailangan sundan ang yapak ng mga kuya
at mas madaming intellectual harnessing daw sa Sci (which was true naman)
Pero syempre, ung passion ko, ang entablado. and teatro. :))
*grrrrrr!! if only I could have both. buti na lang may extra curriculars. nakapag theatre kahit papano. :D
Pangatlo.
Ang aking minamahal na Bayolin.
si Alex dear. Kawawa naman ang buddy ko ever since grade 5. Tuluyan ko na atanf hindi ko mahaharap.
Nasa bahay na lang siya lagi.
Naiwan ko pa sa dorm.
*huhuhu. i want to reunite and be happy with you.
ayan. sharing lang. nakakalungkot pero ohwell
may chance pa kaya ung 2nd and 3rd ko?
sana.:((
Anung gagawain mo sa mga ito?
..and I'm unli again. why? because I got no change for my fare kanina. amp! soo much for abstinence. I want sana to be disconnected 24 ever this may. :)) but ohwell.
ETO pang grade school tula.
nagkukunwari lang eh.
hehe :D
Sa aking pananahimik.
Marami akong naisip.
mga bagay na pilit linilimot
sapagkat wala ng magagawa
hindi na mapipilit pa
Ito'y mga pangarap
na muntikan na'y naabot
ng isang batang nasubukan
haaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyy.. dont have the patience now and the creative juices that should come along.
say it right out na lang. hehe
so yun nga.
nagmumuni-muni ako for the past days..
then my dreams before struck me.
Yung mga "I chould have been... but I chose this... so... cant do it anymore.."
Una.
sana sa PisCi.
pero masyado pa raw akong bata para malayo sa parents.
ANDYAN na eh. PWEDE. pero ayun sa hometown science highschool na lang. :(
*pero hindi ko naman masyadong nireregret toh. haha
Pangalawa.
SPA Theatre/Vocals sana.
Pero ayun kailangan sundan ang yapak ng mga kuya
at mas madaming intellectual harnessing daw sa Sci (which was true naman)
Pero syempre, ung passion ko, ang entablado. and teatro. :))
*grrrrrr!! if only I could have both. buti na lang may extra curriculars. nakapag theatre kahit papano. :D
Pangatlo.
Ang aking minamahal na Bayolin.
si Alex dear. Kawawa naman ang buddy ko ever since grade 5. Tuluyan ko na atanf hindi ko mahaharap.
Nasa bahay na lang siya lagi.
Naiwan ko pa sa dorm.
*huhuhu. i want to reunite and be happy with you.
ayan. sharing lang. nakakalungkot pero ohwell
may chance pa kaya ung 2nd and 3rd ko?
sana.:((
Labels: meditations
The PowerPuff Girls
6:20 AM |
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BEGINNING OF SUCCESS
TODAY is a VERY SPECIAL DAY
Not only because had our celebration of gratitude to our dear
MOTHERS
But also because,
this is the first day.
Bubbles, Blossom, and Buttercup met
FINALLY!
to decide upon the city's future.
hahaha.
seriously now.
Sisters Joanne, Millie and I
finally met, sat together and shared ideas
on how our very own GreekO
should run this coming schoolyear. :D
It took us 5 hours to discuss.
Well, ok, that includes some unnecessary chit-chats and all.
But the important thing is we surprisingly came up with a great blueprint in the end
Though this is not final yet, and is still up for discussion in our meeting tom with other sisses.
I believe so, we've done a Good Job!
And so with that,
KUDOS!!!
to Millie and Joanne! :P
We even managed to have a WONDERFUL SURPRISE for our fellow Sisses!
Can't wait for tomorrow and the days of Success to come!
TODAY'S PLAYLIST
6:28 AM |
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AMONG ALL my MEN
THIS SONG IS FOR
TO WHOM WHO IS WORTHY
Please Dont Leave Me
by Pink
Da da da dada da da da
Da da da da da
I dont know if i can yell any louder,
How many times have i kicked you outer here?
Or said something insulting?
Da da da da da
I can be so mean when i wanna be,
I am capable of really anything,
I could cut you into pieces,
But my heart is,
broken.
Da da da da da
Please dont leave me [x2]
I always say how i dont need you
But its always gonna come right back to this
Please dont leave me
How did i become so obnoxious,
What is it with you that makes me act like this,
Ive neva been this nasty,
Cant you tell that this is just a contest,
The one that wins will be the one that hits the hardest,
But baby i dont mean it,
I mean it, I promise
Da da da da da
Please dont leave me [x2]
I always say how i dont need you
But its always gonna come right back to this
Please dont leave me
I forgot to say outloud,
How beautiful you really are to me,
I cant be without,
Your my perfect little punching bag,
And i need you,Im sorry.
Da da da dada da da da
Da da da da daPlease,
Please dont leave me
Baby please dont leave me
(No, dont leave me)
Please dont leave me
I always say how i dont need you
But its always gonna come right back to this
Please dont leave me (No, Dont leave me)
I always say how i dont need you,
But its always gonna come right back to this,
Please dont leave me,
Please, Please dont leave me.
Labels: CJ's playlist
AMNESIA
8:18 AM |
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Isang Napaka WEIRD na pangyayari
ang naranasan ko limang pitong oras ang nakaraan.
Nasubukan mo na bang magising pagkatapos ng isang mahabang panaginip, ung panaginip na tila totoo, at ng pagkagising mo, para bang wala ka talagang alam kung anung nangyayari sayo??
Hindi man kayo maniwala ngunit para sa ilang segundo ng ako ay nagising kaninang mga bandang alas-singko ng hapon, ay hindi ko talaga alam kung SINO AKO. Hindi naman ako dumating s punto na tiananong ko kung anung pangalan ko at lahat, ngunit mga sampung minuto ang nakalipas para maalala ko ang mga kasulukuyang nangyayari. EWAN KO kung ano ang nangyari sa akin.
Pagkagising ko, napatunganga lang ako sa pintuan ng aking silid, gamit ang buong lakas na meron sa akin ng oras na iyon, inaalala ko kung nasan ako, ano ng ang nagyayari, at ano a ang aking gagawin.
Napalingon sa kalendaryo na nakasabit sa dingding malapit sa aking cabinet, at doon nga nakita sa kalendaryo kong Chinese, na kasalukuyang Mayo na.
Pagkatapos masdan ang aking kwarto, para bang, may nag-inject sa utak ko, na narito ako sa Maynila, isang estudyante at nag-aaral sa UP manila, nagssummer class.
Nang naalala ko ito, iniisip ko agad kung ano ang mga subject na papasukan ko ngayon., at biglang bumilis ang mga pangyayari., dagli akong tumayo at inabot ang aking cellphone.
5:30 na!!
Kailangan ko ng mag-ayos para sa school!
...Teka! ang liwanag ah. gising na kaya ang iba?
naglalakad ako pababa sa dining ng.. sa hindi ko maipaliwanag na paraan.,
BUMALIK AKO SA KATINUAN...
at hanggang sa ngayon hini parin ako makapaniwala na naranasan ko ang MOMENTARY AMNESIA.
weird talaga?!
pero paano kaya pag natuluyan ako??
haha =))
haaaayyy.. wag naman sana..
kawawa kayo.
*wink!
Labels: Charlyn, extraordinaire
Heart-toHearts and Cribs!
7:14 AM |
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COCKCADOODLEDOO!!
sabi ng manok sa States
TITILAOKKK!
says the Filipino Chicken
*wink*
:P
Whew!
The day has been tiring!
Though after HUM, there were no classes, I got to stay in the campus area up to 4:30.
That is because I need to invest in my Favor Bank:
1.
I wanted to share some homemade BANANA-CARROT-BLUEBERRY muffin/cupcake to my beloved sisses, brods, and friends. :D
*thank you! thank you for appreciating and savoring it :P
2.
It was time to accompany dear millie to look for her or our or my new 'CRIB' (haha. :D) for next school year. And, true enough, if you got patience, you'll find a LOT!
*any other people who needs a place to stay around the campus. contact Millie and I., we'll make your life easier :P
3.
It was also long over due, my heart-to-heart moments with sistuhr Justine Uriasity. And oh tell me how I love our conversation! :D
Conversation Lines Not-To-Forget:
Carl: Totoo naman...lahat tayo nag gagamitan lang sa buhay
Uriasity: Hindi mo lang alam kung sino ang tunay na nagpapaikot sayo. The slave is the real master so as the master is the real slave.
Carl: Napaka sacrificing nating girls. Hindi sa nagpapakaapi tayo, ngunit ganun lang talaga tayo. :D
Uriasity: Ang sarap nilang Mahalin.
*haha
4.
This is surprising, my first heart-to-heart with Miggy., and yes, it was done spontaneously.
CLNTF:
Miggy: Para sa ngayon Final na tong desisyon ko. Pero hindi ko parin masasabi na hindi ako magsisisi.
Carl:Kung sana lang pwede ibalik ang lahat., gugustuhin mo pa ba?
*so0o much drama
5.
Also, it also high time to see with sisssttterrr Joanness. Nice seeing You again sis!! :D
Other people I met; others hugged; others missed:
CiaCia
Cams
Sandy
Kyla
Gem
Irizh
Trish
Jem
Miggy
Micheal
Pat
Tin
>these people i dont see often :D
hope to bond with them aaaaaggggaaaaiiiinnn.
stil living within a swarm of lawyers
Labels: Hyacinth, precious moments
I GO BLAAAH!
8:15 AM |
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RANDOM CONVERSATION EXCERPTS
#1
BECAUSE I SAY SO
Carl: and why so?
Tom: because feel ko lang. hehe
Carl: I'm mean because feel mo lang. eh?
Tom: Yup, im the boss!
Carl: says who?
Tom: I say I am the boss! :D
*if only things just go this way bro, if only. :))
#2
KAHULUGAN AT IMPORTANSIYA
Kyla: Lagyan natin ng meaning ung AMP.
Carl: hmm. ano kaya pwede?
Kyla: AMP meaning walang kwentang phrase.
*boink! hehe.
#3
ANG USO NGAYON
Nikki: Napadaan lang ako. HInihintay ko kapatid ko diyan sa PGH.
Carl: Diyan siya nagwwork?
Nikki: Oo, PT. Masbata sa akin.
Carl: ah...
Nikki: Hihingi akong allowance. Yan ang uso ngayon eh. Masbata na nagbibigay.
*ngekngoks!
**take note bro.nikki is reviewing for Bar exams on Sept. :))
unti-unti nanamang nagkakulay...
Labels: Hyacinth
WHYEEEEE?!?!?!
1:11 AM |
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I hate what I'm feeling right NOW!
It's not Hate.
It's not Bitterness.
It's not Jealousy.
It's not freaking Love.
It's not Excitement.
It's not Laziness.
It's not Nervousness.
It's not.. It's not.. DARN!
I dont even know what it is!
CRAP!!
Masyado nang nagiging routinary ang LAHAT.
Naisip ko, kung hindi pa siguro dumating mga relatives ko, ung mga kids specially., Siguro bagot na bagot na ako sa lahat ng mga pangyayari ngayong summer.
I wake up by 5:30.
School from 7 to 12.
Home by lunch. or so, sometimes after a lunch sa Rob with Pat (OT)
Sleep until 4 or 5.
Dinner.
Whatever that could eat my time until I need to sleep again until 12 or sometimes even 2 am.
My communication lines are always open. but dang it doesnt even add something different to my life.
Ewan Ko BA.
Hindi Ko alam.
Naguguluhan.
Nalilito.
May kulang nga ba sa BUHAY ko??
haha
drop that :D
but seriously,, dahil lang ba walang thrill??
sabi nga ni Joms
thrill:
something that will make your heartbeat like a drumroll.
dahil ba walang ganun?
hindi eh.. it's more than just that., i am sure.
I feel something new.
I know that I've noticed this too before with a close friend.
She confessed this to me one time.
It's that feeling of hers, rooted from her attitude that makes people sometimes scared?.
(oh how should I explain?!)
EWAN. Basta parang ganyan.
Pero ano nga ba talaga ito?
Isa lang alam ko.
BASTA
NAKAKAPAGOD
Labels: Charlyn, quintessence
BRILLIANT KIDS
6:11 AM |
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MOMENTOUS MOMENTS WITH KIDS
(Part II)
MMK #4
"THE ANSWER"
Gino: Is Violence ever the answer?
Carl: To what?
Gino: To everything.
Liao. No Gino. It's LOOOOOOVVVVVVVE
(hahahaha.. kids do know a lot!)
MMK#5
"SLAP ON MY FACE"
Gino: I have a schedule on everything.
Tita M: oh really? Listen Liao.
Gino: Yah, it's what my pops put up on me. It's a good thing.
...it's for Discipline...
and Liao you must have schedule too, your not disciplined!
(kaapppaaaoooo!!! Gino goes Shaman! hehe)
MMK #5
"JOKETIME"
Gino: Why does the pen go with the airforce?
People in the dining table: WHY?
Gino: Because He's a PILOT!!
(haha. got ya!)
Gino: Why did the King measure his subjects?
People in the dining table: WHY?
Gino: Because He's the RULER!!
OH!! KIDS do OUTWIT ME! ;D
Labels: ate Char
5:27 AM |
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MOMENTOUS MOMENTS YESTERDAY
(speaking in yesterday's timeframe)
Today is SocSci 2nd Depex exam... and I haven't dinished reading and memorizing the powerpoint yet..YIKES! Cram!
(audience: GC! why memorize?)
Well, the because the previous exam is like
"rewrite everything in the powerpoint in essay form."
haha..
HUM done by 9:10. 20mins early. =)
and my socsci readings are lost! Gaaah!!
EXAM over!
Is it a good thing or bad?
The exam turned out to be matching type and true or false.
Still it doesnt mean that I am safe.
Anyway, was suppose to go to WildSONs at 3pm.
But relatives arrived so, needed to go home.
Got home about 11:30 and found two of my favorite kids at home.
ATHALEA (liao) 10 yrs. old
GINO 8 yrs old
Ahhhh!! What joy! :P
Ate lunch at mcdo's. (coz the kids wanted so).
1st momentous moment with kids (MMK)
"ATE MODE"
Carl: liao!! what did you do to Gino??
Liao: none!
Carl: Why did you pinch him? Liao ah! Hurting others isnt good. Ok?
Rested, took a nap back at home. Kids in my room. :D
while all the oldies had their therapeutical massage.
6 pm. AI time.
amazed that these kids are faithful fans of the show. hehe
anyway, bye Matt!
Off to Tramway for dinner.
Gino, liao and I chose to stay at Uncle greg's pick-up..
enjoyed the ride at the back.
exposing our faces to QC's filthy air.
didnt want to stay at the back but for the sake of the kids.
2nd MMK
"JOY RIDE"
Carl: Liao and Gino, sit down. Ok?
Gino: all right.
Liao: My hair is flowing!!! Weeee!!!
(hahahaha. :P)
ate too much!
3rd MMK
TINGGALING
special guest: Uncle Waga
..on our way back home, now in Uncle W's car.
Liao: Uncle, do you know what's tinggaling?
Uncle W: Nope, what is it?
Liao: Gino tell him
Gino showing Uncle W the crazy sign language
Uncle G laughing
Liao: and we have a song for you!
Uncle G: oh really? ok, let me hear it.
Liao and Gino:
"MY UNCLE HAS TINGGALING-NGALING, TINGGALING-NGALING TINGGALING-NGALING. MY UNCLE HAS TINGGALING-NGALING, DING DONG!!"
Uncle G and I laughed to our hearts content.
and this song has been the soundtrack until we got home.
I love these two!!
cant wait. haha. :P
Labels: ate Char